4/21/2026

Today is the first proper day working on this site! Currently I'm doing this instead of writing a converter for my Com Tech course because I refuse. If you're going to ask me to make the code with ChatGPT,then I'm not making the code am I??!? It's the principle, really. If I'm not doing the work, then I'm not fucking learning. Education is a privilege, asshole >:/ I'm not normally one to hate a teacher, but some people get on my nerves.

As of writing it is now 11:47 at night, so I guess I should try and squish this in before tomorrow! I truly do try to love school. to love my day-to-day, but I hate being a parent all of a sudden. being the anxious driver who's constantly trying not to fall into depression. I feel myself slip, late at night like this. All I want to do is give myself to the work, but it doesn't want me back.

Today is also Elliot's birthday! enjoy YOUR day man, wishing you every kind of well!

4/22/2026

Overall an uncomplicated day; just did some school work, a couple of dumbfuck tests (which I passed. Huzzah.), and got to thinking about how the little girl in Pragmata is the lawful good version of the Andor prison. Truly an energy we need more of.